It only lasts a few seconds,
When I awaken from my restless night of tears and cries,
I smile,
This forgetting is bliss,
I role over expecting to catch a glimpse,
Of your smile,
Of your morning eyes shining back at me,
For a second I wait for you to greet me from my sleeping,
But it only lasts for a moment,
Before my heart shatters all over again.


I was always told,

If you don’t ask you won’t get,

So tell me why,

When he did not ask,

He still got,


He took,

From my mind,

My body,

My soul,

Until there was nothing left for me,

No bruises to heal,

Nor tears to console,

No love left to give,

For if he had asked,

I would have said no,

Turned my back on him,

And let him go.